Introduction- Random Thoughts

In the dim sky, when the sun tries to open its eye, it finds a boy who sleeps tight, having no fright of the impending challenges that the life has to bestow upon him. That care free soul is me. I am a 19 year old guy and am totally fed by people telling me how to live life and their flamboyant standards as to if you don't meet these standards you are not living life to its fullest.
I believe a person creates his own standards. For a mechanic the clutter of machines around him is life , for a businessman the deals he cracks and the green leaves that come  his way are life, for a painter the spectrum of colors is life and for this blogger trying everything to find his way to his passion is life. I feel that people have unnecessarily built up complexities in life. This world is very vast and I would love to know what difference would it make to the wide galaxies around if you score less in your chem exam or you get beaten up by a bully or your gf hooks up with some other guy betraying you...all these so called problems are  just an illusion and are temporary  peace-killers. what should matter is YOU and only YOU. Are you happy in the moment or not. If not, then what is the issue that makes you so. Is it worth it?

Do i really have to drop tears on a pity chem exam which wont matter after a month and on a bully whose beating taught me to be strong and on a girl who wasn't worth the love I gave her...All this was bound to happen so it happened and it will happen , the choice of expression is mine.i feel the only thing worth doing is to learn. and keep learning as the more you know the more you are wanted in this money driven world, your knowledge will keep you going and your attitude keeps you happy. we at any point cannot ignore the beauty of this world with oblivious origin.

When i was a kid i tried every thing, be it jumping from heights or putting my hand in fire, as i had no fear. We grow up and build boundaries, comforts, labels and we limit ourselves. we have a roaring audience of engineers , most of them purely unwilling to pursue the same(blogger included) but does that end my career, i thing engineering is worth a shot if not it was an experience , try another stream, there is no use running after money and when u get 50 you realize you should have done this or that and may be you would have been at a better place.
Life is a matter of choices, our own choices that will make us who we are and not that of what your father or the most respected figure in the family wanted you to be, lastly never end that curiosity on things, question every thing because you never know when you need the answers.
                                                           I question god, I question you
                                                           I question false I question true
                                                           I question aloud to the shouting crowd
                                                           I question the roads  we are heading to.